You say it's your birthday

Oh my gosh. I am so anxious. W's birthday party is this Saturday and I am a wreck. We are only having family and close friends so it's not a production by any means. I just had such an idea in my head of how I wanted it to all go down and it's not going to go down like that. I have begun to realize that I love planning but planning and executing are different matters entirely. So, I just need to relax, have fun and drink champagne as I am secretly wondering, "How did it all go by so fast?"